what i wanna be

what i wanna be
1. mompreneur
2. great talented woman

how to be there:
1. done what i have
2. choose specialist, only 3
3. marry a hot rich daddy, have daughter

man in my dreams

rich
boss
kind
hot daddy

💔💔💔

i feel so broken hearted..
gw pgn nikah aja sama cowo yg bener..

apa tandanya kalo dia sayang betulan sm kita?

spending a me time weekend

fornthe forat time after long years. i lost my task today again but i think i've done my things.

had learn so much ab hydroponics today, I did my own experience. i appreciate myself for giving a meaning rewards for having rest, going from unpleasant place, self appreciate when i didn't get what i want (some of my age-friends going out together when i feel like a horrible person at home), and watching movies. The Internship is such a soulful pictures ever.

Lessons i've got today is..

Appreciate yourself and dont forget to force for your life. Man is worth but yourself is worther. We, the lady, do everything for ourself. How we got an escort, how we got money, how we became a boss for everything around. you're great when you're tidy and succeed.

Lets make an effort to get whatever we need for life.

I'm surely need a life's escort

hari ke 4 dirumah gue

rasanyaaaa.. kyk nge kos di kamar yg super gedeeeee... enaknya ya bisa ngapa2in sendiri, ga usah sibuk dipanggil2, mo ngapa2in ga usah tergantung orang lain. ga enaknya sepi. pengen sesekali sama orang drmh hihi.

tapi kalo dia disini keseringan juga malah takut bosen dan ga kerja bok. sibuk aje terus. belom cerewet pisan dia teeeehhh zzzz.. jd ya buat gw saat ini tuh bnr2 kesempatan explore diri sendiri. i love my love but i love myself more. gw pengen nemu dan mencapai diri gw yg blm pernah gw capai sebelumnya.

co gw stress kali ya, gw meni ngilang terus kayak asap. mau ketemuan susah, diajak ngeromance ga nyambung. emang lagi ga fokus kesitu. balik lg ke konsep: gw tau itu susah dan maybe ga mungkin, but i wanna reach i never reach before.

gw pengen punya gelar sih hehe.. tp gimana sekolahnya ya? hehehe.. jadi cari tau how to get an Phd dulu kali ya trus cari topik sambil cari duit. yg jelas yg urgent mah cari duit sama cari suami hahahaha.. i need a friend to accompany my life.

butuh duit, butuh tabungan, butuh kredibilitas. ujung2nya butuh bisnis dan butuh sukses dunia akhirat.

dimulai dari beresin kuliah dulu kali yah

beresin kuliah dimulai dari beresin paper dan beresin tesis. besok beresin paper dulu deh.

hal yang blm bisa gue lakuin

ngelulusin diri sendiri
nyari duit buat diri sendiri
nemuin orang yang mau ngawinin gw

rejeki

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