la belle

woman looks beautiful when she's that smart into something and helps other people to have better chance.

things i hate about you

super keras kepala banget dan menyebalkan

i hate when you not agree of something but trying to be nice but in bad times it's all explode

mostly i feel you used me just for se*

you love to wrap me at house

you want somebody else

the success story

dulu gue pikir sukses itu ya gitulah, punyanya orang2 yang ada di buku biografi. i ever felt that success too.. tp ya who care sih. kayaknya di dunia ini memang ada tipe orang yang gampang gain careness semua orang dan ada juga yang udah kerja smp jungkir balik ga ada yg nganggep.

i saw a lady blogger today. how people scare her when she's trying to get bachelor degree, she stick on it and it happens.

jd kesimpulannya gue pikir tiap orang punya success story nya sendiri. sukses gue bukan sukses orang lain. gue (minimal pada titik ini) ga usah care dengan pandangan orang about what's description of succeed.

gak ada diantara mereka yang lost memory di umur 24th, saat temen2nya yang lain sibuk ngejar karir atau nikah. saat temen2nya udah dapet apa yg mereka impikan gw masih sibuk struggling with myself, gw siapa mau apa gmn caranya, ini kenapa gini dan kenapa gt. sampe skrg hal itu ga pernah kembali dan gue masih merasa sulit mengerti dunia ini.

so.. i think it's prefer to describe my own succeed. set my goals everyday, gain proud of myself, gain proud for those who said they love me.

skrg titik sukses gue gue pengen lulus S2 dgn nilai yang baik. ga jd best student ga papa deh, gw udah ikhlas aja drpd ngabisin duit ortu, but for my parents sake, please raise me being the best student of the year. hbs lulus S2 gw pgn kerja di bidang yg gw suka, and be the best on it. kalo udah gw pgn nabung, beli asuransi, benerin rumah, punya rumah, dan punya pacar yg bisa diajak ngabisin waktu berdua di rumah itu. sukur2 pacarnya mau diajak nikah, jadi bisa ngurus anak2 dan kucing bareng.

kind, smart, rich, and have a good life, man, and family

imagine myself as a smart rich executive woman who marry a man i loved and love me back..

man i will marry

i'll marry a man that makes me be the number one in the world

availability

nggak semua keadaan bisa jadi milik kita. sampai kapanpun bakal selalu ada orang yang bikin kita ngerasa bodoh, nggak penting, dan gak berharga. orang kayak gitu cukup jd motivasi aja kali ya?

wish i was as good as her

tapi ga usah dijadiin temen. percuma..
dia butuh juga nggak..

yang penting kita jd yang terbaik dulu buat diri sendiri. praise yourself more. sejelek2nya diri sendiri it gave me many bless.. udah nemenin kemanapun saya pergi.. jadi sarana utk melakukan apa yang saya mau.. meskipun capek tapi tetep bisa diajak bangun pagi..

thanks my body n soul.. you're my everything ❤

wish you know

seandainya kamu tau..

kl orang yg paling pgn aku bawa kemana2 itu kamu
proudly presents you as my man
orang yg paling pgn aku sayang
pgn aku gigitin terus krn gemes
pgn bgt bobo di sebelahnya kl lg lembur2 smp mlm buta
orang yg jadi alasan aku utk bisa bagi waktu dan emosi
org yg meskipun ga semua waktu yang dihabiskan itu sweet tp semua yg dilalui worthed dan bikin bahagia seandainya km sayang aku beneran
i'm dreaming of running this life with you
pergi kemanapun sm kamu
aku akhirnya ngerasa awkward travelling sendirian, tp sama temen juga aku picky banget.. seandainya km bisa jd pilihan aku that's gonna be the most happy moments in my life

aku pgn bgt bilang you're the one that i choose and you're my everything..

me and the other friends

yesterday my friend delivered her baby. she appreciated much of her husband and so did him. i want to have a life like those too. someone who loves me and i adore him too. we'll always be together until the end of this life. facing everything together, no pressure from social and family. i want someone who say that he wants me for his whole life, that just me his important part of his life. someone that find his missing piece in me, and let me live happily ever after..

help

thought i need some help from anyone who please to understand me and stay with me as a friend. i need to find someone who's loyal and support me as the only woman in his life. I'm already done with all childish thing and thought as a kid. I'm the one who has my own life, own bussiness, own hobbies, dislike and dreams. i want to live with those who count me in their life, smart enough to handle everyone that doing bad at me. I'm the one who has my own life.

life

i thought nobody deserves for my life.

but after what ever happened between us, i believe that my life's worth for someone who really cares and loves about me.