worst thing in life is not getting what you want. man, boys, job, money, prize, chair. everything is about having.
stay thanks to yourself when its coming, you're not bad because of not having what you want. you're just decided to get more from your wishes.
someone who loves you is not only good looking and have beautiful world, he's also make himself being kind and be the first person to make you happy.
this is my xxxxxxxx saturday night. I'm still at home while my beloved is going with his daughter. hahahaa sorry sir, i don't meant to be a badass but it's a lie if I said I don't like you. I'm still at this white cranky house with same car, same clothes, same job, and still love the same man.
i wish.. there's somebody good, who loves me while he have a pretty car, pretty speed, pretty work, pretty house, n pretty cams.
soon I will meet someone who really loves me much. not just for s, but he wants to keep me for his life. then I will marry someone who care for me endlessly.
saat ini gw masih agak menganggap peristiwa lost memories itu salah satu penyebab penderitaan saat ini, yaitu gue merasa bego banget milih sekolah dan pelajaran.
i remember and feeling nothing when I choose this school. gw cuma merasa gw pernah punya ijazah dan I was working in property, although my work is not really okay there. but at least I have somethinf already. I got a test and I come in.
1 year has passed. gw rasanya muak dan pgn udahan aja. gw merasa ini bukan dunia yg gw cari. I pushed myself so much for searching something for done the task. I can't do something else. I'm attracted to other things.
tp semuanya sdh dimulai jd harus diakhiri juga. sebodoh apapun gw harus tetap coba and find where should I belong.
gw ga ada maksud nakut2in atau smp kurang ajar pgn memiliki. i just want you to know that you've changed my heart feeling.
kamu adalah orang pertama yang bikin aku yakin if person is about their personality. sebagian orang memang beda, ga bisa disama2in dan perasaan aku ke kamu bener2 ga sama kayak orang lain. aku akhirnya belajar bahwa memang akan ada orang di dunia ini yang bakalan aku kejar dan I'm gonna stay with him for my whole life.
you're not just make me fall, but also have a deep careness about you
kamu orang yang nunjukkin kalo aku bisa punya 1000 temen dlm hidup tapi bakal cuma 1 yg spesial (meskipun finally maybe he's not you)
kamu adalah orang yang dengan semua sifat yang nyebelin itu tetep bisa nahan aku utk stay dan bahkan I'm in a deep desire for having part of your life.
kamu mungkin orang yang menjelaskan bahwa gmn kita ketemu dan memulai itu ga penting. yang penting adalah gmn caranya jalanin hari2 bareng dan jalan bareng ke masa depan.
kamu orang yang tadinya pgn aku ajak ke tempat2 bagus di dunia. tapi kok akhir2 ini jd pesimis ya 😂😂😂😂 sedih lohh.. aku takut juga suatu hari bakal ditinggal jalan2. padahal aku udh pasti bakal ditinggal.
kamu orang yang bikin aku punya alasan utk tinggal tp sekaligus juga buat ninggalin
today I saw my classmate being the guest prosecutor for master degree. he's an SM now. he can, so I should can do too. everything is depend on how I saw and treat myself
i saw my friend this morning. she puts caption at her instagram "a happy wife". I know she's not always can meet her husband, she stays at home, and seems she didn't take exams she wants don't know why, but she's happy.
More than her husband is very kind and please her she has a choice for her life, she choose to be happy. many things could be our happiness in this world, but did we saw it?
now I'm happy for staying at home, doing what I want and nobody pushed me. I want to learn as good as I can do, I wish I could give many things for people's goodness.
we need hijrah as much as we can. gue pengen hijrah dr kecengengan dan kebegoan gw. bs jd orang yg lebih baik hati dan ikhlas thdp apa yg orang perbuat ke gw. pgn hijrah dr apa yg selama ini bikin gw susah. gw ga mau miskin. gw pengen bisa keliling dunia dan beli apa aja yg gw mau. gw ga mau dibegoin orang atau terikat sm orang yang ga bs bikin gw bahagia.
ngmg2 bahagia mungkin suatu hari gue bakal sadar kl kebahagiaan gue bukan segalanya. lebih penting lg bahagiain orang yg butuh gue drpd itu. I love you too much sir. good night 💋
ga ada yg bisa dilakukan dlm hidup selain tambah kuat dari hari ke hari dan dapetin apa yg kita mau. better learn from failure than don't go anywhere.
goal gw yg paling deket adalah jd lulusan terbaik ars ga peduli sbrp begonya gw. gw pengen org inget baik2nya gw, soalnya gw tau gw banyakan jeleknya drpd baiknya.
tentang km I don't know whats on your mind. saya ga akan mengecewakan seandainya yg ada di hidup km memang saya. I'll love you more than you love me. tapi sementara sy ga tau sy harus tetep maju dan dapetin apa yg sy mau, yaitu partner hidup yg baik dan bertanggung jawab. kl akhirnya sy tau perasaan km belakangan ya I'll love you like I love my husband I think.
kl gw udah hidup dalam tatapan nyokap "gua udah bosen sama elo" gw harus ngapain?
get out of this life. agree?
dibandingin orang lain, anak kecil sekalipun, gw ini ga ada apa2nya, makanya gw sedih kl nyokap udh acting kyk cape ngurusin gw, nyuruh gw nikah aja biar dia ga usah ngurus siapa2 lg, kalopun ngurus ya ngurus cucu aja. org yf paling ogn gw oercaya di dunia tuh ortu gw. tp kok mereka gitu sih.
ga ada bagian hidup di dunia ini yg ga pake nangis dan stay the same. tiap hari gw berubah, dan hal yg meant for me is something meant for me. he will stick on me wherever I go.
orang teh emang ta* banget. gw sama temen gw melakukan hal yg sama, temen gw di appreciate gw mah dilewat aja. salah gw apa sih????????? berarti gw bener kan? mending nganggep orang yang menangin kita aja drpd susah2 mikirin orang yg ga peduli sm kita
ga peduli berapa jauhnya gw meninggalkan tempat yang gw diami ga akan menyelesaikan suatu masalah kl gw ga tau masalahnya apa.
gw benci sm orang2 yang sok2 baik di dpn gw padahal hatinya busuk.
gw ga tertarik punya temen yg ga bisa bikin gw lebih classy dr hari ini.
ga tertarik punya temen yang ga bikin gw lebih kaya dr hari ini
ga tertarik punya temen yg bikin gw jd kasar sm ortu gw meskipun gw ga pernah ngerti mereka ngmg apaan. perasaan ko ga nyambung antara yg gw galauin sama jawabannya. jawabannya mengintimidasi banget.
gw tuh ditakdirin ga punya temen dan ga punya siapa2 kali. ga ada orang yg bs gw percaya, ga ada org yg bener2 niat stay sm gw setelah mereka tau gw kayak apa.
better life alone than spending life with wrong person.
gw ikhlas banget kalo harus dapet temen yg lebih baik dr ini. gw ga butuh orang yang sok2an care di depan gw padahal blkgnya ngmgin orang. saat gw bingung mereka malah ngejekin. ga akan maju juga sih kalo gw harus nganggep orang kayak gitu jd sahabat. I'm not like you anyway. jijik gw liatnya. gw harus ngapain sih?