Faith

Is something has an incredible powers, can't be change, works, and can't be stolen.

Everybody has problems, every choice has its own weakness. Just choose and live the life.

Beware for the world who doesn't love you

Mistakes that often happened

Friends who not remember you

Loneliness who always be friend of yours

Be hated, annoy, and being the one was wrong

World never been beautiful, but stay share, happy, and feel blessed with whatever you have.

Keluhan: pak bos susah dibuat seneng

Jawaban: emang ada bos yg bisa disenengin?

Keluhan: temen kantor ga asik

Jawaban: bodo amat.. Cari temen lain aja mendingan. Di kantor mah kerja aja, ga usah main, ga usah senyum kalo perlu

Harapan: jadi kesayangan orang2

Love yourself

Everybody is not the same.. Some are great some are weak.. Never push yourself too hard because your weakness. Just stay pray and moving on..

Right partner

I believe that right partner will bring you become a right woman. People push me to do about their happiness, eventough that's not the right thing I ever think.

Me now

I'm on the position of the doubtful girl.

I'm 27, feeling poor and sad.

It's 27 unmarried women who has the jerk ex who lived happily ever after. That condition pushes me to do whatever things to make myself happy even that's a hard act, bad act that made another's cry.

My friends are so rich, having lot of friends, travelling around the world, joy their job, having loving husband and cute babies, be loved by their bosses, they get happiness I never get.

My ex got a friend when he did jerk things to me. My friends be friend with him and say I'm stupid. Should I be jerk for having a friend?

To be honest I usually feel wants to stabs someone and make him die because of me. So that I could show that you can't do whatever you want, you should thinking about your partner too. Please be good because nobody wants to treated no good.

For very sorry I can't believe my boss. I thought he's someone who says like everything is good but gonna make disaster at the end of time. He's really not a friend.

To be honest I can't see who's the right one and who's the liar. Everything's seems right when I don't need them. Parents are good in ordinary days. Boss are good in a party. Friends are so loyal at the joy and laughter. But who's the one who raise me up? Who stays in my hard times? Who will care when I'm nowhere? Will they cry when I dissapear? 

I don't know who's deserves of me.

What will you say about something called humans?

Do they good if they're saying "no" after a "yes" some moments ago?

Do they still good if they were steal the most important things for you? Lets say the things are unpricable, can't be forgotten, and you can't take it back. Are they still good enough?

What will you do if someone keep doing same things you hated?

What's in your mind if you had feel enough with drama while your boss still love it?

Won't you think some humans are deserves to be fooled if they appreciate things not counted in your logic?

Is it fair when someone not allow you to be happy? Especially when there's still a place that deserve your happiness. What will you do?

What will you do? I'll follow you, humans.

Done list

Maybe things I haven't done with myself are:

- love myself and make it beautiful

- be courage to face better day

- trust someone

I'm someone that better living without socmed

Give up

Feeling so tired of being failed, rejected, fool, and stupid. Maybe this world will be better with nobody.

Marriage

I can't imagine living with a man I don't know what will he do tomorrow.

It's so envy to see someone who laugh happily, surrounded by person they loved, or maybe being famous and be loved.

I want those too.

But maybe all I can do are just pray, done my work perfectly, and feel blessed for whatever I get. Pray more, deeper, and earlier.

Problems now:

See money

Seeing school and grade

See worth person to spend life with

I hope someone was here. Guide me to whatever I do. He's kind, great, protective, and makes other girls jealous because having me.

Suggestion

All girls could be everything she wants. They could marry a man they wanted. Be lady they want to be. Courage girls could turn dreams into reality.

Life =

Be dreamer, be courage, be kind. We may not always be a winner but don't ever fail. Life's might be magical things ever made.

Quotes that very me

1. Better alone than together with a bad company

2. Winners are stubborn with the goals, flexible with the way, always get up whenever they fall.

3. Own happiness matters, giving coming first.

4. Same birds fly in the same sky.

5. Bestfriends stay whenever we fall, destiny comes even in doubt or hard times.

6. Being smart is a must, but being luck will be better. A lucky one will get everything.

7. Time proves everything.

8. Mistakes forgiven but may never be a way to coming back.

9. Love prooves by reality in doubts, loyalty prooves by staying hard times, honesty prooves by nothing to lose.

10. It's a role makes a person person

11. Giving, believe, and thinks nothing.

12. Human's like a plant. It will growing up nicely on the right place.

13. Not everyone could please us, and so we are.

Blizzard night

I hope what I've seen tonight will never be just a dream. It will become reality soon.

He said "do more socializing".

So I should fly further n higher. May God gives the ease.

Make whatever you do become effortless - GW

Sometimes I don't think being famous and looks classy.

I just want being captured and I see goodness of myself

But my heart said we better ask for more. Be a model and be loved.

5 things I believe in life

1. Miracles are always exist. God made it.

2. Lucky person will always be better than the smart one. But there's very important to be smart of course.

3. It's important to be win, rich, always on top, happy, and independent.

4. Happiness is our priority

5. Sharing is the best way to enrich ourself. You can share money, love, and time to anybody's worth.

I wanna be happy and true ever after.

Happiness of myself

I'm gonna be very happy if there's someone who cheer, capture, modest, kind, and makes me beautiful

3 things to not vanished from our life

1. Honor

2. Honesty

3. Hope

1. Money

2. Family

3. Friends

Believing

I believe that people lives are determined from their choices. When they choose to feel, to see, to be blind, to kind, to be happy, to go away, to stay, moving on, enrich themself, giving, keeping, fly.

All that will be written as our life, as people see, as our children knows. Our choice now makes our life later. Be wise to choose.

Dear Di, I feel a bit happy today

Feels like I got a little blitz in my life. Hope for being better. I ashamed to not bought singapore things for office mate :(

Dear Di, I feel a bit happy today

Feels like I got a little blitz in my life. Hope for being better. I ashamed to not bought singapore things for office mate :(

Hope

I hope someone will tell me what to do to live happily ever after

I miss iyo. I miss cece. I miss everybody who was sweet in my life.

Dear God

Thanks for great things came to my life. I feel so happy and blessed. Dear the greatest of the world.. May you give my family and friends protection, healthy, and happiness. May you cheer them up like they always do to me :)

Better thanks

Diluar semua ke glamoran yang biasa saya lihat kali ini saya memilih untuk melihat ke lain arah. Masih sangat banyak orang yang tidak seberuntung saya. They never imagine to have a car, cable tv and watching asian next top model or the kardashians, wear high heels, keeping up in bussiness, holiday on sunday, etc.

Saya cuma ingin membahagiakan orang2 seperti itu.. 

God gave me better life.

Let's grow up together..

-- We're only live once and maybe it's no longer. Make it count --

I want nothing than money and some good friends.

Trust kindness, be good, and share everything.

Seeing past

I still don't know how that time really ruins my life and it really got ruined. Everything seems wrong. I don't know where to go, who's worth to fight, where to life. 

Now I have a new eyes. The eyes that wrote life is a journey to our history. God gave us a book to write our own life. Whatever will be will be.

Have courage and be kind

I want bestfriends, good friends, great world, good-quality-enemy, much money, best place, best placed.

Maybe there's no best friend exist in this world. Only loves that left and we should share it with the entire world.

Keep believe to only Allah

Pathetic but he's look better than you anyway. He got a lot of friends and I (have) nothing. I don't know I had a friend or not. I just feel like I'm better be alone now.

Best friend's time will coming soon

Dreams of me

Being rich

Being win

Being smart enough for life and win

Travelling

Reading

Watching good television

Writing diaries

Share thoughts and memories

Being a model, writer, photographer, designer, great creator of everything.

Marry a good and handsome man

Go to hajj

Asking forgiveness

Have a child (maybe 2)

Sharing profits to people

Never compare yourself with another. Compare it with yourself yesterday. Has it changed?