it's never easy to lose someone you loved. different people different feeling different way to let go. I loved him for long time ago since the first time i know him.
he was with me for a while before finally he said the same thing with his fellow, "I can't be your only one. you better get different guy for your good."
I'm already enough with words like this. is it normal for me to don't want to know anymore about him? all I want to do is letting him being lower than mine.