saat ini gw masih agak menganggap peristiwa lost memories itu salah satu penyebab penderitaan saat ini, yaitu gue merasa bego banget milih sekolah dan pelajaran.
i remember and feeling nothing when I choose this school. gw cuma merasa gw pernah punya ijazah dan I was working in property, although my work is not really okay there. but at least I have somethinf already. I got a test and I come in.
1 year has passed. gw rasanya muak dan pgn udahan aja. gw merasa ini bukan dunia yg gw cari. I pushed myself so much for searching something for done the task. I can't do something else. I'm attracted to other things.
tp semuanya sdh dimulai jd harus diakhiri juga. sebodoh apapun gw harus tetap coba and find where should I belong.
