i feel life's now is more complicated than just playing music or have work (2 things mostly did before).
i saw my girls been married, some other have a great position at their office, or just an ordinary place but they're happy already. some people stay rich, smart, diligent, beautiful, famous, kind, and have a lot of friends, some people could have what they want easily.
i just broke. both myself and my car.
huft :"(
