a year ago, a man in my dreams come and ask for my kiss
once i rejected him. not because i don't like him but because i was afraid whats will be going on
i don't have any idea whats on his mind and why he choose me. many other girls outside and he choose me.
once upon a time i try to accept him in my life. not for ever but i think this is the only time i can express my feelings on him. he's the reason i smile and he's my inspiration to run. i'll never let a day passed without he knows that i love him so much.
day by day passed us by. here we are 1 year later with all what we have. one year together is not easy. there's sweetness and bitterness. we argue but forgiving. we struggle for each other while we struggling for ourselves. it takes energy and time. i often think why we should be together if we still have distance or something hidden between us. sometimes i feel so tired when we're not match to each other and want to release our knots apart.
but in the end of the day i always realize
that this man is the one that i want
his smile is irreplaceable and his hug is my home
i can't spend a day without his voice and i remember him wherever i go
he's worth to fight and deserves for every moments together
he's the one beautiful called to be and teach me about eternal happiness
i might be not always smile or sweet or greet you well. i can leave you for a whole day, busy for my own thing. i'm doing cranky things and doing stupid mistake. you will find billion girls that more beautiful and much smarter than me. but i hope you know that I'm the one who will always love you whenever and wherever I go..
happy 1st anniversary, sugar.. can't wait the other clown-ing day with you
