aku sering ngerasa akhir2 ini you're not part of my life anymore.
semua yang kita lakuin tiap hari lg berasa kyk kebiasaan aja. say good morning, asking what i'm gonna do today, hows your day, ngajak makan, ngingetin bobo, asking our health, share good thought, and say good night.
you're not telling me about your deepest feeling. you're even not share your day with me. you're only say "i'm good" while actually many things ruins your day. aku akhirnya tau itu dr orang lain, dari aku lihat hal2 yang mengindikasikan masalah2 di hidup km. i know i knows nothing, i can help nothing.. but at least km tau kan rasanya tau hal yang pgn km tau tp harus denger itu dr orang lain? you're keep saying "tell me anything" dan lsg marah begitu ada hal yg km denger dr orang lain. so do i, say. so do i. you choose me as your spouse. because of what? because i'm smart?? you better know that spouse is not only a smart person, but also a trusted one.
aku tau aku bego, i'm young, knows nothing, have nobody, helps you nothing. aku juga tau km ga ada maksud buat ngumbar urusan rumah tangga. tp ketika km cuma ngasih kebahagiaan ke aku but not share your sad side aku rasanya ga bahagia. aku ngerasa lebih bego dr yg seharusnya. aku ga maksa km buat cerita hal yg km ga mau. i know you've hiding many things from your wife because you don't want make her worry. aku berusaha ga mengulang kesalahan yg sama. why? because i want comfortness for you. we are couple, i should be your bestfriend to share anything. me, not anyone else. we are couple unless you count me only for se* partner.
say, i love you
aku berharap kl kita bareng tuh not only for physically things, tp buat jadi teman terbaik utk our future plan. maybe honesty ga akan selalu bikin aku bahagia, tp i wont lost my trust to you
aku juga tau kok, km mungkin ga pernah sungguh2. semua yg terjadi between us itu mungkin kecelakaan doang. aku ga keberatan ditinggalin utk km ngejar hal yang lebih murni. aku bahkan udh ga bs berharap kita bakal berhubungan baik lg kalo itu memang ga mungkin. bukan krn mau tp ya terpaksa. honesty is much better than living in lies, esp living for unloyaltiness. you're my best friend before. i can't let you living unhappy.
