29.11.17

huft

not comfortable anymore for whats happen between us. why?
1) kita jarang ketemu, kalian udh sama2 tiap hari. i want to spend time just be with you, not with three person at the same table.. it makes me act to be someone else

2) we had different concern now. i think about my job and also you. it's not wrong, but when we have no care anymore about each other i think we better have a formal relationship

3) km terlalu baik sama orang lain. tlg jaga jarak, not showing like you can give yourself to anyone who wants. please stop saying "kita bertiga satu kamar aja" i know thats a joke, but please stop saying that joke. i dont like to see you like a playboy.

4) honestly aku sebel kalo tiap2 janjian "pura2 ga kontak ya"... bukan berarti pgn di hub sm km terus, but sometimes its okay to take less part. sekalii aja dr 5 event km bs bilang "coba saya yg tanya". kalo terus2an dihub via pihak ketiga aku ngerasa terlalu undercover banget.

5) aku bosen. aku mau orang yang bs ngasih kepastian lebih. pasti sayang, pasti profesional, dan ngasih kepastian kedepannya mau ngapain aja sama aku dan cuma sama aku, ga pake orang lain.