still cant imagine how someone i will fall in love with. why i trust him? why i wont to be without him? why i can be that loyal to him? what part of him i love? why should be him and not someone else? how we will live? how we make our relationship blessed and happy while we're loyal to each other? why we're never bored to each other? can i hold him forever? will he stay for me and still be my best friend at dunya and jannah?